Peta Murgatroyd Reveals IVF Transfer Didn’t Work: ‘One Of The Saddest Moments’

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Map of Murgatroyd, 36, is sharing her emotional frustration with her fans, in her latest Instagram post. The professional dancer revealed that her switch to IVF did not lead to pregnancy, in the caption to a new video she shared on August 23. In the clip, it’s possible found her lying on the hospital bed as the doctors treated her. procedure and admitted she was “above Valium” at the time.

“I promised all of you that I would be open and honest. I was at times uncertain about that decision during my IVF journey and even more after we received word that our transfer was fruitless. But going back to my words after being such an open book would not be correct,” she wrote in the beginning of the caption.

“… So here it is. One of the happiest days of my life, and 10 days later one of the saddest moments that I will never forget,” she continued. “Standing on the sidewalk in West Hollywood, hoping for the best…. Thinking this is MY moment, it’s my turn to give ‘happiness’. Life is funny. When you think you’ve figured it out, it slaps you in the face and makes you start over. I keep learning that ‘God’s plans will always be more beautiful than all your disappointments’… I have to keep believing that. “

Peta, who was married to a fellow human Dancing with the stars alum Maxim Chmerkovskiy, went on to share how it was “difficult” to review and edit videos she posted. “I can barely see the part where I have to verify my name and the DOB. That was the moment I saw my baby,” she wrote. “It feels at the end, feels like this… .that is my baby..and I got to get a little preview of them at the earliest stages of their lives. It feels special in another world, I feel privileged. I really think this will work. “

“Looking into Maks eyes while he was crying, seeing our baby together… just made the experience so much more worthwhile even though it didn’t turn out the way we had hoped,” she said. continued to mention her husband’s feelings throughout the process. “I have taken the necessary steps to begin the healing process. To sit in my emotions, and feel what I need, to start moving forward with an open heart. I will have my baby, just not right now.… And to all the women who have gone through this many times, I bow my head. You are warriors and you strengthen me every day. This is not easy at all. “

Peta, who shares a son Shai, 5, with Maksim, ended her honest message by thanking her fans for their support and following her on her difficult journey. She also thanked the doctors, who worked hard to help make her child’s dream come true.

The sad news of Peta’s IVF results comes just two months after she revealed she will be documenting her IVF journey publicly after suffering three miscarriages in the past two years. She told People about her distress when she learned she had missed a pregnancy and expressed her excitement about trying IVF. “For the first time in almost two years, I feel excited. I am in a much happier place. I’ve got the answer,” she said. “I have no words but hope and positivity. I’m assuming this will work. “