Britney Spears Says Part Of Her ‘Died’ When Jayden, 15, & Sean, 16, Stopped Talking To Her: ‘My Heart Stopped Beating’

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Britney Spears confessed that “a large part of me died” after her sons Sean16 and Jayden, 15 years old, stopped talking to her. “I used to have more children of my own Kevin [Federline] – people don’t remember that part because they always focus on the negative part. When they were 6-9 years old, I had them most of the time,” she said in an excerpt of a series of audio posts shared to Instagram on Saturday, September 10.

“Since they left, I feel like a big part of me has died. They are my purpose, my joy, they are my everything,” added the Kentwood native. “I look forward to meeting them – that’s what I’ve lived for. Then suddenly they disappeared… like my heart stopped beating. I don’t understand why they cut me off so easily. I don’t understand it,” she added.

Britney’s latest comments come just a week after her son Jayden took part in an interview with his father Kevin, teasing the status of their relationship with the singer. Public evidence that there was tension after the boys were not present at her June wedding to Sam Asghari, 28 years old, which the teenager explained was the result of a family drama. “At that point it wasn’t a good time to go,” Jayden explained. “I’m not saying I’m not happy for her, I’m really happy for them, but she didn’t invite the whole family and if it were just me and [Sean] Preston, I don’t understand how that situation will end well. “

Her young son also made it clear that he is uncomfortable with her sexy posts on Instagram. “It was like she had to put something on Instagram to get attention,” he notes. “This has been going on for years, years and years, and it’s highly likely that this will never really stop, but I hope in me, maybe she will.”

For her part, Britney says her boys one day didn’t stop talking to her after she said she wanted to see them more. “Once I said, ‘I want to see you more’, you called your dad and I never saw you again,” Brit recalled in another September 5 post.

“I did nothing wrong and I know I am not perfect, but the love I have for you and how much I admire you in your diplomatic way, say like [my dad Jamie] – say to yourself, ‘This can be fixed, I’ll see her when she’s better.’ Jayden, it was a miracle, I even had a normal conversation when I got out of that place. But you are like my other family, you secretly love looking at me like something is wrong with me,” she continued. The Crossroads the star alleges that the real reason for the interview is financial: since Sean turns 17 this week and Jayden will be 16, Kevin is only entitled to two more years of child support, which she claims is “40 thousand a month”.

“Do you want me to keep getting ‘healthier’ so I can keep giving your dad $40 a month [in child support]? ” she asked on September 5. “Or is the reason you guys decided to become vindictive is that it’s actually been two years and you got nothing?” she asked.